9/29/2020 sad days and moments

Not all of us are the happiest people in the world, we all have been through the toughest times in our lives, not all people are strange enough to survive it. My name is Andrew Silva and I've been through the worst times in my life. Back in middle school in 6th grade I thought it would be a change, a good change in my life because i'm not in elementary anymore and I believed that my parents and my cousins that, middle school will be fun, but I guess they were wrong. Everyone had a terrible experience in their lives, and I get it, I've been through a lot, but it doesn't look like it, that's because I'm good at hiding from myself and others, people thing I'm lying and some others don't but beyond this point I don't really care about peoples thoughts about me. So many people have gone through so much, for example: one of their family members had passed away, or other reasons...

10/7/2020

It's hard trying to help others in those in need, and I can't lie, I did help a lot of people and I was managing to calm them down a bit

10/19/2020

I like helping people, but I have anxiety and I felt more comfortable talking to people on the internet and I know there are people who just fakes it, but we still have to take it seriously in case it's real, but if you don't take is serious, then everything could go wrong

10/21/2020

But not always, though we still have to act like it. There are so many people going through big problems.

10/23/2020

Sometimes we just need to let things go and forget about them, because if you hold on to your past/problems for a long period of time problems can occur, and I know this because I've been there before and it might not look like it and that's because I know how to hide from others and including myself, and I know that's not a good thing to do

10/27/2020

Carrying the weight without telling anyone can be a problem sometimes, because not all people can handle the weight they're carrying

10/29/2020

But these are my finial words. Please, don't try to hurt yourself, just keep moving forward and what ever was in the past, was in the past we cant change that, but what we can change is the future, so please keep moving forward

11/2/2020

and don't make bad decisions that can lead you to bad thoughts and places, though everyone makes mistakes no one is ever perfect, that's why we make our best to make the best decisions to have a better life, obviously people dont care and thats because they had a bad time in there life.